Over the years I have been known as many things. LoneCyote is one of my oldest handles. And it tends to have held true most of my gay adult life. My coyote is a Native American totem symbol. Some general animal symbolism of the Coyote: Ingenuity , Skill , Transformation, Inventiveness, Intelligence, Resourcefulness, and Playfulness. Many people would agree with these traits. In fact I believe I am the coyote so much that I named my business after him, Coyote Creations.
One of the unique traits the coyote has is that it likes to chase its own tail. One of the meanings behind this is that you repeat parts of your life to learn from your mistakes. Many times that has proven to be the case. I have been able to make peace with people who I hated in school, learned to control my aggressive tendencies. But one of the greatest lessons I have learned is to stop denying a major part of who I am. You wonder what could be so major that would be ignored. I was once a boy to a good Sir in the Boston area. It did not last, but he treated me well. I thought I had outgrown the boy part of me. little did I realize I was in denial for years.
Sir Tom worked quite hard at drawing the boy out of me, and did a good job of it. Sometimes journeys between a Sir and his boy force them onto separate paths. My Sir felt he would hinder my growth by keeping me collared and so He let me free.
This boy has started a pilgrimage to learn all he can about being the submissive for his Dom. This boy wants to be the best boy there is. and in the process this boy wants to help as many lost boys as he can to the enlightenment of being the proper boy and or slave. If you wonder where the coyote has gone, I like to think that he is asleep waiting to put me back on track when I make mistakes. He will never leave me.
Daddy David now holds the collar of this pup. Daddy David named me grunge. Daddy and His pup are very much in sync with each other. we have the same fetishes and desires in life.
You can find me on Recon as grungepup. but its easiest to find me on facebook as shutterpup jeff